just thinking out loud

maybe we just need someone to talk during the day
about nonsense and futilities
maybe you're not the one i supposed to be talking with
but the other names that pop in my head
are too plain, too boring or too wrong
maybe i don't wanna fall in love
maybe i don't remember how it is like
how so little began to mean so much in such short time?
it doesn't even make any sense
c'mon
what are we talking about?
it is not supposed to mean anything
how it became what it seems to have become i have no idea
'cause it really does not mean a thing
ok, that's not what i meant
neither what it is
but it has to do with representations
not with realities
let's not mistake one with others
i live in a world of fantasies
that breath only in my head
so let's forget it all
and stop overthinking everything
like i'm doing right now