drink up all night, baby
i'll remember the things you'll forget
no more mournings in the next morning
i'll watch you as your car turns over
i'll watch you while you pretend to have fun
wanting to believe you feel complete
even though i don't.
i'm learning to live again
i'll discover how i can manage myself
into those endless nights
where i struggle to find some reason,
some man,
but all my desires and lust are lost
somewhere i'm yet to find
those days of loveless flesh pleasures
are just not enough
but i'll dance
'till i'm covered in sweat
'till i can't stand my feet on the floor
and i'll live
'till i learn things i might've never learned before
and everything that was full filled by that numb void
will be replaced by something else.