Don't mislead yourself thinking i'm talking about you.

suddenly i can't feel you, babe
i can't hear you
and everything gets blurry 
all those last words
didn't mean a thing.
my heart aches
'cause i can't feel anything
anymore.
i can't believe in your touch
'cause we all know you're all a bunch of lies
man after man piles up in beds os indifference
you have no purpose
you're filled up with empty intentions.
close your mouth
shut your lips
and kiss me
'till i forget it's all make believe.
but now
i have no drink in my hand
and i don't know 
how i can pretend anymore.

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some things happen to cause great pain 
but i can't forget about it all
i can't forget 'bout what i can't remember i've done
'bout the pain i caused
or how i let her beat me
but also
i can't forget how i stood up for myself
how your lies made me strong
at the same time that made me disbelieve the world
and in spite of all that
all those things are part of who i am now
and will help me 
while i walk in fire.